But. Today is a new day, and I'll be back on track in no time. I know that I'm grieving for what it used to be, and for what I wanted it to be, rather than what it really was. In other words, I'm grieving for an illusion, and I have to let that go. And most of the time I do. But once in awhile, grief catches me by surprise.
Sunday, May 28, 2017
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Saturday, May 20, 2017
There was a faculty happy hour function Friday that I attended, but unfortunately, I wasn't able to stay very long, as a cool weather front coming in gave me a rather severe headache. I came home and had some coffee, medication, and spent most of the evening knitting quietly in my lovely yarn room, with Gracie nearby. Luckily, it eased quite a bit. Maybe I need to spend more time knitting quietly? I know Gracie enjoyed it. Here she is after climbing into an empty basket.
I'm working on a Playground Shawl, using two skeins of stash yarn, Frolicking Feet, and Fiber Company Canopy. It's an easy pattern, but I have had to start over a few times for one reason or another. No matter, I'm quite happy with it anyway.
I bought more mulch this week, in the hopes of doing some more yard work, but the weather might not cooperate this weekend. I want to extend the flower bed by my front porch to include some bulbs my parents gave me from their yard, an azalea my sister gave me, and a butterfly bush that I need to move, before I kill it by dragging the garden hose over it.
I spent today doing everything but gardening however. I took my mom to the Hermitage Museum, consignment store shopping, and lunch, to celebrate Mother's Day, since last weekend was my dad's birthday. Then I met a friend at the Norfolk Greek Fest for dinner, so all in all it was a lovely Saturday.
Now Gracie is ready to curl up and snooze.
Monday, May 15, 2017
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
When the weather is good, I'm in the yard as much as possible, and as a result, I think it's really shaping up. I had a small setback last weekend when I ran over my electric cord with the lawn mower but thankfully my dad repaired it for me, so I didn't have to replace it. The 100 ft cords are not cheap. I'll have to be more cautious from now on, especially since it seems it did blow out the circuit. But those are only around $10-$15 to replace as opposed to $50-$60. I stopped by Home Depot on the way home today and bought ten bags of mulch and put them down tonight. I can't remember how many bags I bought over spring break, but it was at least that many. I could easily use another ten, but as it's supposed to rain on Friday, I think I'll wait.
I feel as if I'm at a different doctor every time I turn around these days and I'm healthy! I saw the dermatologist on Monday, and had something taken off my knee, I go to a hand surgeon tomorrow to have something removed from my finger (yard injury), and next week I'm having some outpatient surgery on my eyelids, which of course requires a pre-op visit. Not the best time to be missing time from work but I don't have a lot of choice. I'm also having bunion surgery on one foot this summer, as well as some oral surgery! Being over 55 years old definitely requires serious upkeep!
I thought about going to the Maryland Sheep and Wool Festival this weekend, but decided I have too much to do around here. My plans are to clear out some more clutter and take care of some paperwork I've been procrastinating. But hopefully there will also be time for a little of this: